Might as well do this....

They say writing is a good thing. You get it off your mind and you will feel better. Ok so I'll do it, because despite what people around me think, I do not feel very well. 

I have this thing on my mind...

My father died this spring, March 26 more precisely, Luckily he didn't die either on my birthday or my wedding anniversary, but I will never celebrate Easter again without feeling the loss.

It hurts! Not all the time, oh no, but sometimes it hurts so bad I don't know what to do with myself. It will probably never end...the pain I mean.