So tomorrow...

..We'll be off in the morning, at last. Car's packed, Kitty's apartment fixed, flowers got theirs so we should be about set. 

Hmm still not satisfied with my ISP. Very hard to load webpages, which annoys me a lot! We're paying for it for god's sake! It should just function....flawlessly...all the time! But nope it doesn't.

Very well that's it for today!

Why?

...is it that I always have to be the computer-and-other-electronic-device-fixer???I'm sick and tired of it. There's different ppl's comps, there's broadband-TV and so on..Gah! And when I can't fix it I'm the one to blame.

Been writing a lot today. Got excellent feedback from BH on a part yet to come. It's fair because I use his great char quite shamelessly. 

Soon we're off to Germany, traditional camping-holiday. Looking so much forward to it even if I sometimes have my doubts....

Finally!

First day of vacation. Nothing special happened, been playing around with my washing machine as usual. Both daughters away, one in US, one in Stockholm. House is quiet, I wonder do they really make so much sounds those two young ladies? I don't know.

Should have an early bedtime tonight, have to regain sleep..

g'night

Two days to go!

Then I'll have holiday. Now I am pretty satisfied with myself, during the last four weeks I've been rather efficient at work. Got a lot of stuff done, and that relieves the stress quite a bit.

I was hoping to be able to write tonight but somehow I'm stuck, just don't know how to proceed. I know where I'm going to but as usual I have no idea how to get there.

Daughter had a flight today to US. Plane broke down and they had to send for repairmen from Texas, US! Now isn't that like a joke? So now she's sitting at a hotel waiting to get her flight tomorrow.

Shit happens right?

Washing machine is still working, have to sit it out. It's ok...have a lot of writing that should be done.

Pretty OK after all

This monday turned out to be rather nice. Spending time with some Germans, finished what I had in mind to finish...

Barbecue with my son tonight, nice sitting outside enjoying the food. Even a glass of wine..oh yes.

Sunday evening, gah!

Nope I don't like Sunday evenings! You know you'll have to go to work the next morning, and sometimes that just sucks.

I'm tired and need a holiday, but that's not gonna happen...Not now anyway. One more week to go.

It hurts...still!

It hurts...more than anyone who hasn't been through it can imagine. Oh yes I know I'll get over it in time but that hasn't happened yet. Anyway I'm tired, slightly drunk and now I'm going to bed.

Might as well do this....

They say writing is a good thing. You get it off your mind and you will feel better. Ok so I'll do it, because despite what people around me think, I do not feel very well. 

I have this thing on my mind...

My father died this spring, March 26 more precisely, Luckily he didn't die either on my birthday or my wedding anniversary, but I will never celebrate Easter again without feeling the loss.

It hurts! Not all the time, oh no, but sometimes it hurts so bad I don't know what to do with myself. It will probably never end...the pain I mean.